Never Fades

And I'll still write in your honor even though your presence is gone
My safety blanket, my motivation
What a day, rough and gratifying
Unhappy, I must be lying
Because as soon as 5 minutes had passed it was all a blur
3 hours later, she had me and I had her
I swear it, I was done with these love poems and such
But the love still remains, it was warm to the touch
I knew I couldn't let you go
Stomach was talking to me, but my hunger for her has steeped far too low
In the midst of all the aches and pains
I brought myself to smile and to embrace change
All together the happiest day I have had in awhile
Appreciate you making that possible
You give my heart motion, and my face a true smile
I hear you and feel for you
I pray for you and as I say to you
What is a girl to do
What will you choose
Whatever that may be
I am here for you

Amazing Cover-Kanye West

Human

Once someone told me I don't have to be perfect. They said that I have no image I need to live up to, or no good name I must fulfill. They told me it was alright if I made mistakes because I was human just like anyone else. They said for me to not get caught up in what people wanted me to be, but what I wanted to be. They told me that I was always going to be good enough, no matter what wrongs or rights I did. They said this all to me..


All to the one who for his whole life was stuck in an dream. A dream and a darkness twisted in two. Dreaming to be better than humanly possible, while caught in his own darkness which seemed to be taking control day after day. What an oppurtunity to learn and to notice how life changes with every passing moment. No need to be perfect, in fact far from it.


With all God has blessed me with, of all people, I should have known that all fall short of the glory of God. And that no one is perfect but him, not even one.


Thank you to the one who opened my eyes to the real world. I no longer live in a fantasy.



I make mistakes

Im human

No pride lost in what im choosin'

Golden: Photos (Part III)

Your Fire

Almost can see the change in me
I came up out of nowhere and set my mind free
Lost in a world of restrictions and rules
When out there, next to nowhere, is a river of jewels
Experience is, what the experimenter gains
Go through hell, and come back changed
Note to self; my faith's maintained
As I walk amongst the creatures untamed
I have no regrets
I walk alone
I break out in sweats
Because the sunshine is completely exposed
Burn me once, burn me twice
As many times nessasary before I realize
I learn as I fail
No passing grade required
Because your life is what you make it
Let no one cease your fire

Just the Beginning

So awesome how many people relate to this already, and this journey is just beginning for me. Appreciate all the support. Now, to let my mind run rampid and free not caring who sees. I'll just be doing me.

Golden: Photos (Part II)

Key

Caught in the rain
Everyday of my life feels the same
Reap what I sow
Nowadays I don't know if I'm smart, or just slow
Slowly stupid
To what I'm doin' and who I'm losin'
Make time for all is crucial but always impossible
I let someone down everyday
I am a disappointment in their eyes
As I try, try, and eventually fail
Where to go when your own life feels like some type of jail
I know I am the only one with my key of freedom
But unfortunately, I lost the key..

I lost my me
I no longer think optimistically
I am weak
A monster, a freak


I am certainly no me
Without this key..

Welcome to Heartbreak Cover-By Me

Golden: Photos (Part I)

What, Why, When, Where...

What: This blog is mostly going to be my writings that I do on the daily. Maybe some videos here and there like the ones you already see, and possibly some photos that should be linked up here soon. My plan is to create a book of all my writings so support me on this journey, if not, issallgooood.

Why: I can not, I repeat, CAN NOT keep anything inside me for a long time by any means. I must get it out some how; writing, speech, song, etc.. So here it is, perfect oppurtunity for me to spill everything.

When: I write and will post often. I am really busy with work and school so on my downtime this is what I do. Would really like to focus hard on this to see where it gets me.

Where: My room. For the most part. Rarely I'll go to "my spot" and write and then enter it back into my pro when I get home, but yah, usually my room.



Thanks for listening, hope ya'll ready for an earful.

-Golden

My Solo

 

Stadium status, I'm a rockstar addict
Extra good, but still act average
I'm a monstar on a far away planet
Hood-rat kid who seeks to wreak havoc
Scoring champ, whos addicted to the basket
Call me trackstar, cuz I'm quicker than fast is
I smell fear like madness
I bring fear like dark clouds bring rain
I'm a true story, with so much pain
Emotions felt, lost, maintained
Ohh no...
  I always got you on my brain
Here we go again
She better not be just another friend
Yeah, I'm just warmin' up
Check the weather, says im stormin' up
My white BM is just rollin' up
Check the racetrack yah I tore it up

Yeah I tore it up, yeah i tore it up...
Pen to the paper, can't store it up
  I flash now, way ahead of my time
  I stand down, up against my pride


No one ever gonna break me,
ever gonna break me,
ever gonna break me,
ever gonna break me,
ever gonna break me,
ever gonna break me,
ever gonna break,
No one ever gonna break me


And we takin' it slow now, ridin', coastin', this is how we go now

Um. And we takin' it slow now, ridin', coastin', this is how we go now

Messed Up

Condescending tone to it
I slip past the door ajar and go through shit
My ridicule and hatred combines to be my statement
I present my whole afflicted me, to not a soul on this planet, no human being
I wear the ring, I feel the pain
I move on, so I self proclaim
Heavy though, it lies and sits
Counter it, I won't restrict
Tremendous weights in tons, multiple rounds from multiple guns
Lost up in the ghetto of my life
Bad things swim around in my soul
I am not me
Help me break this mold