Curtains revealing because they're see-through
My gut instinct is what I feel true
Hovercraft holds me above the rest
Complacent adolescent seems depressed
Night terror and beyond
Grabbed by the goblin
Hooked by wrong
Left his might at home on the counter
Said I'll be back, just taking it slow before I get too sour
Too much louder
Too less prouder
Benevolent army
Beer bargain shower
I hate this place of no return
My aches and pains threshold to burns
Whines and cries can't help me now
My strength, come save me
Throw me in the clouds
I'll stay there until the dust settles
Maybe next winter will bring
More than hot tea kettles
From flowers to flames
Unbreakable aims
Heart wrenching weeks
Followed by emotional days
I played the play
I made the calls
I allowed it all
My fault is cause
Now all is lost
Turn it around trooper
Because your mind done gone
Journey a new future
Right all your wrongs
Start with the bottom
End up on top
Sit there with contentment
And true love in your thoughts

Hitting Home

"Seems like everywhere you turn catastrophe it reigns /
 But who really profits from the dying"

People Say

My mother told me "You can do no wrong boy"

My father told me "Your best falls short boy"

The unknowing told me "Your spoiled rotten. See me, I'm never given anything, while you get off easy with no problems"

My true friends told me, "Your true to the soul, I'll be here for the long road, always ready to roll"

My bosses told me, "I see you at the top, one day soon, you boy, will be taking my spot"

The masses told me "You must adapt, be a part of this society, never become an outcast"

My grandparents told me "Long term plans is the key, honor yourself with the right confidence, and be able to provide for your family"

God told me "I am the way, the truth, and the light; you are a sheep and I am the Shepard, come forth from darkness to light"

I tell myself "I am who I am. Undefined, but pouring out with wealth. Riches only in life's blessings and people's presence. I walk to my destiny with full leverage, but I am weak when I'm restless. I'll fall down in a second, if my heart misses the mark. I wont die out on a soul, I'll be there till finish from start. I am a friend worth millions, I am long lasting, and fuel furious. I am full speed ahead with boundless endurance. And with a Heart of a Lion, you'll hear my roar is unheard of. I'm the type of being that sticks to your core as if it was on purpose. Realness. Caring. Patience. But never, no, never close to Perfect"

All I Need

Pain Less Happy More

Its like I speak to you without opening my mouth. I get lost in my thoughts and no words come out. But this is my communication. From all my black and white simplicities to color filled abstract exclamations. I create a picture perfect mural. Stretches wide and far. I smile inside and it warms my soul. Close my eyes, to always find a shooting star. Unnatural is this. Taking over and owns control, but fits. Fits so well, only you and I could tell. I pass the time so our time can be felt. So my heart can melt. So my eyes can water at the sight of you; joy taking my breath, I take hold of you. Writing is my therapy. Much better than the angry me. I get out all my emotions. Until you come around. Tap me on the shoulder. Whisper to me all those certainties I've been longing for. Being strong here for. Pain less, happy more. Hour, day, week, even in year three or four, I'll still see forever more. I know it so well like I've seen it before. With a different outcome, a rearrangement of scores. I captured all of what I set out to accomplish. At this present time, I left my mark, and have seen you realize my logic. Refresh mode. Newly kept clothes. Orderly conduct no more, yes, habits I left those. I am like a person now no one knows. Most importantly I can not be found, like an accordance of camo. I am certainly never out of this ammo. To write. To express feelings. To love. To fight. For you. This is true. My call remains through and through. Lucky enough will I be when my empty space is filled by you.

Space like an Astronaut

I am good
Space like an astronaut
Cant say I complain
Figured out what I'm about
Makes all others look lame
Next chapter in your life
Looking like it has my name
Until then I'll be staying in my lane
Golden great
I take your cake
Two times
Never say goodbye

Fishbowl to Ocean One Day

Torn apart
All my futuristic ways take pause
I hold on to an almost lost cause
I ride with a ghost; no one
Solo mission still getting it done
Prime vision for this one
I read ahead and see the ending
So yes i want it now
Speed time up
Instead of slowing it down
Instead of roamin' around
Instead of going through town
With no app to the map
I point, and say this is home now
Pack up nothing
Because starting fresh is the key
Optimize all feelings
When you remember of me
That's why I'm just time checkin'
And yes we on time
Just wish the pace would pick-up
Before i go out of my mind

And hey
Clean up your room
For the fiftythousiendth time
:)

Real Life Dreams

I be going through it
But they be teachers to this student
A second look at life, and they feel like they ruined
I'm just trippin' in my head though
Crazy thoughts, I got it bad
But who else can tell you; dont
Cuz they do; the most
I'll look so close
And see what they see
And keep my head high
Survivin' Definitely
But most impressively
I got an enemy
So much smaller than I ever thought they'd be
Congrats to me
Number one team
Make my way out
Yes
Breaking the seams
Real life dreams

First two looks at Kid Cudi's Band: 2 Be Continuum

ROCKET

PERFECT IS THE WORD

REVOFEV Cover (First Cut)-Me

And we takin' it slow now, ridin' coastin' this is how we go now.

Catch me if you can

Phantom winnings
Eighth day destroyer
Everyday is a mystery
Hot off the broiler
Fastest fanfare
Realization records
I play my song
You repeat the effort
Dig in deep for a way out
Until you find none
You're on my route
Through all tomorrows
Playbill theater
Almost over
Real is creeping in,
But how flawless is the light?
It reveals true sight
True sound
Sound mind

I see this vision
All the time
Catch me if you can
I run with long strides
Some take pride in themselves
Others let life just pass them
But me
Oh I got me a wonder
That many could only imagine

Fire for you

Just went ballistic on a writing. Cant post it though. Still sitting in my drafts. But it is fire. For you.

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Embrace the Martian

Blessed

Whoa I have so much to offer people. Along with anyone on this planet, if I make a conscience effort to impact someone's life I can. No doubt. Something about what I am to do here on earth just keeps ringing in my brain that it is going to be about making a different in someones life; through music, writing, speaking, but something for sure. Expanding my horizons and reconnecting with people that I havent seen in years and having them aknowledge me the way they do makes me feel I have made an impact somehow already. What I have next ahead of me is going to be something big. I can feel it. And Im so ready. Whos takin the ride with me?? Stoked on what God has given me, and what he has left to do in my life. Truly blessed.

Bigger Picture

Some try to keep me off balance
With the thoughts that keep my mind sane
I know I'm not stupid, but maybe a little crazy insane
I see bigger picture
What happens and what actions take place
Hurt me until I remember
Why it still lingers..
Its still here's because it still has --->meaning<---
It still has the power to overcome my dreaming
I believe in this feeling
I wont let a soul decide
How I choose to live my life
Who I choose to put in it
And who I choose to stay distant
Its for me and me alone
I'm not a child, now I'm grown
So be at ease please
You are right where I left you
And you'll be right where you outta be
Regardless of what happens
I see now
Not a soul can leave me
Its my character and caring for
My make-up and DNA
I'll be going through loops and loops
And at the end
Who I know will be there
Will be there to stay
I promise you all
Life just happens that way

Las Vegas, NV

Where the Story Ends (Unfinished)-Me

Happy Mothers Day

With every passing day
You may wonder
How did I get here
My mother

Through the nine months full circle
I was given life

How much can I say
Or how little can I dream
My mother means everything to me

She's seen what I see
She's been where I have yet to be
Knowledge and wisdom
Her words mean so much to me

Compassionate heart
From the finish to all starts
Fun and always smiling
Her vision for me is beautiful like a sunset horizon

Her unconditional love is higher than the stars
Higher than the mystery above

And what I mean to her
Everything
Ask her and she will tell you the same
So for now and always I will make her proud
On the dark side of town, in trouble, I'll shout her name loud
She is my protector
She is my enforcer
She has taught me to keep a good head on my shoulders

Without my mother, I would not be who I am
Her sincerity and unbreakable soul has no match for any other
I thank God everyday for such a wonderful gift he has given me
I am blessed times infinity
I Love You Mom
This is plain to see

Happy Mothers Day


Love, your Only son

Custom Fitted

Love speaks louder than words themselves
Unshakable nervous energy silencing out all doubts
Certainty and surety brings sunshine and parts clouds
Rain buckets of tears come with your pure joy
Yells and frustrations bring about resolving ploys
Custom fitted, this one for that
In a minute I redirect my facts
All in all everyone's greatness and admiration falls
But to the one that your heart calls
He will stand alone in his greatness
And shine bright to you like the sun
Overrun, he takes over your mind and body
Best go and tell somebody
But the one who needs to know the most
Is the one who is oh so close
Make her believe and set all else aside
Because other things and people will fade
But when you choose him
You choose lifetime

Daily Task

And the emptiness
It just waits for that perfect time
And I do not have to be alone

A space is gone
Where the fill is
Far from home

No matter how much my heart tries
The further, the worse
The distance is killer
My mind and my insides are about to burst
Even if you draw nearer to me
I will feel at peace
But still not set free

And freedom is soulful wealth
All the riches I need
I tie myself up
Because I choose what to see
And what I see in my mind and thoughts
Is what I believe in
You

Continue to pursue
Daily task; reality you must consume

Pep Talk

There are by far thousands upon thousands of people at this moment who are wondering "How am I going to progress in the new life and direction that I need to get to, and maintain that life to better myself?" There are endless struggles to fall back into the person you once were because that same person lives inside you and can not be hidden, only contained. Making the choice within yourself to move forward in a positive direction has endless benefits that stretch further then imaginable. All of the mess and hurt gone through daily in your life can and will be transformed, it just takes strong will power, faith, and huge commitment from your inner self. Life brings about change whether its by choice or not. To reach a level in your mind in which you are finished with the here and now and want to look and focus to the future as far as goals and achievements to bring about self worth and motivation is a redirection that is monumental. Although you may be at the tip of your iceberg now, keep shutting down and clearing out all "old habits" and look to renew yourself in your now chased after identity. Leap towards the light, sprint ahead to the finish, and when you find yourself dabbling in the same circles, remind yourself where that same circle has gotten you in your life at this point. Reach true happiness. And don't worry, the fear and anxiousness will fade away in due time. Just keep climbing your life's mountains, letting no one tear you down. Stay focused on today's tomorrows and nothing less. You are going to get there. Stick with it and never give up on yourself. You are too important, and worth all the effort you can muster, to smile each and everyday from your soul.

Make a Change

Where has all the will gone
The people can not, will not
The fire in their eyes has died
The light upon their road can hide
I say to you the readers, the ones who choose to follow someone
I say to you whose eyes look upon all of destruction
Wheres your heart when you see it
Wheres your mind at when you read it
Millions out there dead and gone
Thousands pass for little wrongs
Makes no sense to me because the souls of them insipre me to make a song
Inspire me to hold a note, inspire me to want to quote
Ironically, to kill a page with all my notes
I was the one who choose and spoke
Keep my mind on the ones who live their life with the simple signs
Master daily goodness, my God, great he is to you alike
Wondering where this world is
When I am past my prime
Can we be, will we be alive to change the vibe
Will we be alive to read the signs
Even alive to hold the prize
Because today looks like tomorrow
Time to make a change mankind