Zoned Liquid

And not to say that this feeling isnt satisfying
but i just dont get it
how can people go about their day without trying
live for what they come home to; absolutely nothing
while they watch a bottle of 24oz turn into absolutely nothing
The flavor goes, after 6 or 7 of those
It turns to water
I feel so good like myself is a proud owner of a monster
Oh wait, thats me
But I cant speak or see
I cant reason or be
Exactly the person I would not like to be
My laughing is straight out of control
Im having fun, but am susceptible for what I dont know
And it shows
Well I suppose someone will stop me
The ones who look out
But think again, and my mind spins while holding these doubts
And maybe now Im not all there
But who these days is?
I can pick out the focused from the broken
As easy as wins, I lose
As easy as friends, I choose
I want YOU out of my life
And I want YOU to fill their shoes
Oh man how am I feeling so straight forward
Maybe a couple more brews in me will make me say more
I play with the able and the attitude to be me
I create a bigger ego just sippin' on 3 deep
Winds blows west to east
But I got plenty on my mind to sit still
What happened to my power, and what happened to my will
So flimsy like I follow so slowlyyy..
Slow motion blurred and blind eyes controlingg..
Enough said I will surely post this edited or not