I Can't Let People Down

I can't let people down
Wake up and smell what reeks of reality
From a night brought on by irrational insanity
Too much good is never good enough
First glance I pass, but second looks tough
Get it all down to what the core of me,
Sees
Breathes
Isolated punchline
Knees
Weak
Deactivated heart line
Acid placed with sci-fys
Prescription
Oh yes that's mine
Alter Ego,
He knows what to do
Come chill at the spot
We watch
Blue Moons
Progression.
Now who's who
Unrest
With no rules
Figure I'll be here quite awhile
With the locks grown out
And my staggered smile
Sweet tooth beats me up inside
Because its only black licorice now
For this joyous ride
Ironically enough
This is my journey of sweet revenge
Gone after the kid, who's lost his marbles again
Gone like the wind
With no pun intended to sin
But hey, Genesis readers, its how it all begins
Go 'head, make all the wrong friends
Reverse the right decisions
Be fearless
But where am I at to hear this
Cares are an act of realness
Which bares stability and nearness
With a part of yourself
So far gone
A defiant giant
A reckless wrong
I hate senseless calls
Followed by uncontrollable bawls
My night cant get more emotions involved
But look here,
I play for keeps
Locked out of this heart for weeks
I mean years
I even got a restraining order
To keep my love in order
How filthy is that
When pure love gets attacked like that
Now, Jack says
Tilt your head back
Leave not a drop
I rather be hurtin' then dead