Reality always wins

Where are you going
Off somewhere out there
I saw you here once
I saw you run more than that though
Enraged or emotional
It was a tragedy to see
As you made your way through the trees
Your surroundings were not kind to you
Tripping, falling, but pushing through
You pushed yourself right back to me
On accident two times or three
May we vision peace at least
Caught you millions, I watched you weak
Stumbled right upon my outstretched arm
And with a way of words and a comfort I meant no harm
And with a way of words and distance I seemed to leave your heart
Always to stay there, but fully not there
I had too much invested
I had my thoughts unrested
Justification to no ones liking
My medal of honor has left me alone
My haste and longing had wrecked a soul
Oh and mine,
Its doing alright
Soul to soul
We match just fine
But toe to toe and eye to eye
There was always something just not right
So you said..
100% and our Team has no end
So I said.
And I struggled to find every piece that was missing
I was constantly hoping and fearlessly wishing
But never can a man take away a heart from another
I will wait
I will wait for the time in which she gives her heart clean
With no second strings
And with no backing piece
And according to plan, this one will then be free
This one will erase all the pain that Ive seen
This her, whosoever it will be, will see me
So clearly
It all carries heavy like boulders
My position is out
My role is over
As we should chose anything further
100% forever's are in order
Otherwise falling back into burners
Furnace waiting to consume
My life, full of everything, but you
Your life will be enriched
Your sights will see no ditch
But one day, as I say, you will awaken from the in between
And seek stable, reach to me
Finally with conquered heights
You fill the promise that you made to me
Whoever that may be
Someday this kid will see
Her Self means worlds to me
Killing me
With every hour
Burrowing
My only flower
Come out and see the sunshine
Let it take you somewhere in future times
And when the fast lane dead ends and runs out of road
When the high that you had brings you down below
The greatest truth to lies
Is reality crashing in
Reality always wins